Stay the f*ck home

Hello again my gothlings. No doubt by now you will all be well aware of the current Coronavirus global pandemic. It is truly a frightening time to be alive. As a keyworker, I am still currently in work, however my daughter has a chest infection, so we are self isolating, just n case. Pretty sure it is nothing, because we get them all the time being asthmatic and all. I've read loads of negative comments online about blogging this situation. But, as they safe, art imitates life, or the other way around! Anyways, I'm glad that in SL at least, I can find toilet paper and face masks! And without having to queue for miles to get in the store! So here's my lil post. And please, unless it is absolutely essential, stay the f*ck at home and help protect all of us from this nasty virus!

I had to slightly update this post as a dear friend of mine made these gorgeous 
prints inspired by the find the rainbow movement that is currently taking the UK by storm. People everywhere are filling their windows with pictures of rainbows to try and bring a smile to everyone during these difficult times, both to keyworker's keeping the country safe and also to give children something to look for on their permitted outings for daily exercise with their families. These pictures were actually hand-drawn by the creators' RL daughter and brought into SL, and are available for free on Marketplace. #findtherainbow #savelives #protecttheNHS

~body~
mesh body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
head ~ catwa ~ candy,
hair ~ Truth ~ Horizon ~ previous group gift,

~worn~
top ~ [American Bazzaar] ~ Virus t-shirts ~ group gift,
shorts ~ Blueberry ~ Love Spring shorts ~ previous FLF,

~accessories~
face mask ~ Absolut Creation,

~props~

toilet roll ~ Absolut Creation,

pose ~ Foxcity ~ holy,

pictures ~ Cwtch ~ #findtherainbow prints. 

Thank you for reading and STAY SAFE!

MiLLiE xox

Goth days at the beach

Hey long time no see gothlings! I'm so sorry about my total lack of blogging as of late, but what with working 30hrs a week and being a full time single mum to 3 kids with complex needs, its hard to find the time to breath let alone blog. Hahaha. Which is a shame because I miss it and I see some of the amazing pics other guys post and I'm all like, Man I want to blog.... but when you've been away for a while its hard to get back into it. Anyways, so here's a few things I have pulled together, which you may or may not have seen before, but I hadn't and I thought they were cute, so...

~body~
mesh body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
head ~ catwa ~ candy,
hair ~ Wasabi Pills ~ Stormy ~ Fifty Linden Friday item today!

~worn~
top ~ zoom ~ Lil Monster tube top ~ previous gift,
skirt ~ Oubliette ~ Muertos skirt ~ group gift,

~accessories~
necklace ~ suicide dollz ~ group gift,
ring ~ [Mock] ~ pride opal ring,

~props~
bottle ~ [bubble] ~ magic potion bottle,
pose ~ bauhaus movement ~ dee ~ group gift.

Thank you for getting this far! ;)

MiLLiE xox

F*ck Anxiety

Hey gothlings, long time no see! I have come back to SL. I dont really know if its a permanent return, there's lots going on in my personal life, so I guess we'll see. One thing I don't talk about a lot is that I have anxiety and depression. People throw around these labels casually when they don't really get what living with depression and anxiety is like. It's hard, and it is a daily battle for me from the minute I get up til the minute I go to bed again at night. I literally only think of the day ahead, because thinking any further than that seems like a lifetime to me. I barely plan anything beyond that day, which is hard. I try to envision what I'd like my future to be like, and I just can't see past the current day. I'm getting to a point in my rl, where most people are settled in their careers, their families, their homes, and i'm not. When I think about it too much I get anxious that I'm leaving everything too late, and then I get depressed thats its already too late! It's a never-ending spiral of self-doubt and fear, serving only to ensure that I never actually achieve anything! Anyways, I'll shut up npw, you don't need to hear my life story, lol! This look is inspired by the face mask from Dappa,which is currently available at Whore Couture 3.

~body~
mesh body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
head ~ catwa ~ candy,
hair ~ truth ~ Astra ~ Valentines gift,

~worn~
mask ~ Dappa ~ Anti-social mask ~ Whore Couture 3,
top ~ oubliette ~ Black Pearl Maria bikini,
shorts & tights ~ blueberry ~ pia,
necklace ~ suicide dollz ~ group gift,

~props~
leather whip ~ pacagaia ~ Whore Couture 3,

Nails, I believe are by Dark Passions!

MiLLiE xox

Washday selfie

Here we are again, with another of my random, spontaneous blog posts, haha. I'm so sorry I cant be consistent right now. but I'm hoping to be able to do more as things are startnig to settle down a bit in my RL. The new job seems to be going well at least! Heres a couple of things I grabbed from Suicide Dollz and wore to the launderette!

~body~
head ~ catwa ~ candy,
body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
skin ~ la petite morte ~ quinn,
hair ~ oleander ~ Minerva/ bloody massacre,
eyes ~ (l) the little bat ~ dead and demonc; (r) arise ~ shlia,
nails ~ koffin nails,
 
~worn~
dress ~ sweet thing ~ shallan dress (Suicide Dollz exclusive),
boots ~ momento ~ metal strap boots (Suicide Dollz exclusive),

~accessories~
skeleton hand ~ alterego ~ skele bones barnett,
choker ~ senzafine ~ eternal heart choker,
earrings ~ sn@tch ~ spellcraft.

MiLLiE