Monday, 4 March 2019

F*ck Anxiety

Hey gothlings, long time no see! I have come back to SL. I dont really know if its a permanent return, there's lots going on in my personal life, so I guess we'll see. One thing I don't talk about a lot is that I have anxiety and depression. People throw around these labels casually when they don't really get what living with depression and anxiety is like. It's hard, and it is a daily battle for me from the minute I get up til the minute I go to bed again at night. I literally only think of the day ahead, because thinking any further than that seems like a lifetime to me. I barely plan anything beyond that day, which is hard. I try to envision what I'd like my future to be like, and I just can't see past the current day. I'm getting to a point in my rl, where most people are settled in their careers, their families, their homes, and i'm not. When I think about it too much I get anxious that I'm leaving everything too late, and then I get depressed thats its already too late! It's a never-ending spiral of self-doubt and fear, serving only to ensure that I never actually achieve anything! Anyways, I'll shut up npw, you don't need to hear my life story, lol! This look is inspired by the face mask from Dappa,which is currently available at Whore Couture 3.

mesh body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
head ~ catwa ~ candy,
hair ~ truth ~ Astra ~ Valentines gift,

mask ~ Dappa ~ Anti-social mask ~ Whore Couture 3,
top ~ oubliette ~ Black Pearl Maria bikini,
shorts & tights ~ blueberry ~ pia,
necklace ~ suicide dollz ~ group gift,

leather whip ~ pacagaia ~ Whore Couture 3,

Nails, I beleive are by Dark Passions!

MiLLiE xox

Wednesday, 6 June 2018

Washday selfie

Here we are again, with another of my random, spontaneous blog posts, haha. I'm so sorry I cant be consistent right now. but I'm hoping to be able to do more as things are startnig to settle down a bit in my RL. The new job seems to be going well at least! Heres a couple of things I grabbed from Suicide Dollz and wore to the launderette!

head ~ catwa ~ candy,
body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
skin ~ la petite morte ~ quinn,
hair ~ oleander ~ Minerva/ bloody massacre,
eyes ~ (l) the little bat ~ dead and demonc; (r) arise ~ shlia,
nails ~ koffin nails,
dress ~ sweet thing ~ shallan dress (Suicide Dollz exclusive),
boots ~ momento ~ metal strap boots (Suicide Dollz exclusive),

skeleton hand ~ alterego ~ skele bones barnett,
choker ~ senzafine ~ eternal heart choker,
earrings ~ sn@tch ~ spellcraft.


Saturday, 12 May 2018

Where is my mind?

Hey there,
So my RL is kinda hectic right now. Being a working single parent of 3 is super hard! I miss you guys, I miss SL and I miss BLOGGING. I apologise to all those who may be missing hearing form me, I know I should try and blog more frequently! Anyways, the last time I was in SL, I was having fun playing the Sn*tch halloween game! Yeah its been that long, lol! Here are some pics I took, hope you enjoy them!

crop top ~ nitely ~ Kimber tank (store closed),
pants ~ songbird ~ spoopy capris,
boots ~ asteroidbox ~ asif platforms ~ past hunt gift,

hair-pin ~ alterego ~ skele bones barrette (store closed),
choker ~ senzafine ~ eternal heart choker ~ past hunt gift,
ring ~ [Virtual/Insanity] ~ mustachio (store closed),

skin ~ la petite morte ~ quinn/ winter,
hair ~ oleandar ~ minerva,
mesh head ~ catwa ~ candy,
body ~ maitreya ~ lara,
tattoo ~ speakeasy ~ silent flight,

MLLiE xx